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Im Yanying (:
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love people who show good attitude
hate people who show bloody hell attitude. like SOBF
YAHOO ! Didnt really expect this coming chalet would be a successful one . i've been excited since the last few weeks . finally, another two more days will be the first overnight im spending with my friends. i was never allowed to have a overnight because of my father . but im very glad that he promise to let me enjoy myself as this is my last year with my friends . all of them are going to different classes from me . not even one is with me T.T awww. im so gonna miss their laughter and jokes and sweetsmiles in class . first day of chalet plan, ICE SKATING . *burrr* im nervous, but im so gonna take MANY MANY photos and upload it . its friday today, when i started packing . made a list for myself on what to bring . while packing my bag, i was thinking about alot of fun things we're gonna do there and realise that i have not bought my snacks and cup noodles so i went all the way to lot one to get them cuz limbang dont have the snack i want . lousy right ? wow. i cant wait for sunday to come ! WOOHOOHOO
i won't let anything happen to you.
4:18 AM
Friday, December 3, 2010
I HATE YOU
finally its holiday, i get to rest and stop studying for awhile, why the fuck are you taking away all my fun time at home. you say i cant watch too much television, so i dint watch . now you restrict me from using the computer . what other things can i do ? everything also dont allow me do . im glad i have mummy and jie as a family . but you ? TSK ! i hate having you as one of my family member, i hate having to know you as someone i have to respect . you dont allow me to go out, dont allow me to use the computer, dont allow me to watch the television . then tell me what you allow me to do ? study ? IN MY HOLIDAYS ? thats fucking crazy . i already tried my best to score well for my streaming . i dint even get a C and you fucking scold me that im a lousy person . do you fucking treat me as your daughter ? do you even understand me ? do you know when am i sad ? do you know whats my favourite colour ? do you know, im trying my best to be acknowledge by you ? do you know, how much im craving for your love ? seriously , i dont think you know any of this . i was stupid, trying to get some attention from you . i was stupid for being smart . i was stupid to ask for just a little more freedom . i was so stupid, to give you my love . i hate you !
