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# Me!
Im Yanying (:
hi!
# Likes&Hates!
love people who show good attitude
hate people who show bloody hell attitude. like SOBF
another 10 days before results of what class i am posted . hope i can get into A maths class . if i did not get into A maths class i will be posted to POA class . by then, should i appeal to A maths again or just go to the class im posted to ? this decision is seriously harder than exams . dont you think ? LAWLS ! this afternoon was so hot and i still have to do housework . thats so boring . every weekend need to do houseworks unlike other family . but luckily it raining now . feels super shiok ! hahaha ! i just realise i can type without looking at the keyboard ! im so happy cuz when i was young, i type super slow . like snail. LAWLS ! im trying to update my blog once every one week . hahah !
i won't let anything happen to you.
6:39 AM
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
PAIN
going to school day after day is tiring staying in school and have to train 3 hours . at least i manage to remember my routine in just two days . very happy with my brain ! YAY(Y) but of cuz i still dont have the confidence to do well . its kinda embarrassing that my picture is paste just right outside the general office .
i never like staying at home unless im alone . seriously, i dont think my parents would ever care about me . when the date comes, they just give us a certain amount of pocket money . but whenever we dont have enough, they wont help us by giving us some or could even lend us. they would rather we starve . thats how i really feel from how my parents are treating me . i get really envious of how other parents would treat their children better . even though their grades weren't that good, they wont scold and even encourage them to do better the other time. but some parents like mine, just like scolding all they want like nothing matters. i had already tried my best to score well. studying for the first time in my whole entire life . just for my streaming, i stressed the whole year . indeed i didn't do well. kinda sad about it . but as long as i learn from my mistakes i can improve . hearing my father's comments is not going to help me in anything. it will only make me dont feel like studying . and finally, today i submitted my option form. hope i can go to either my first or second choice ! sign. trying to live a happy life is difficult .
