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Im Yanying (:
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love people who show good attitude
hate people who show bloody hell attitude. like SOBF
Sunday went on9... Xinyi jie started toking to me first... was kinda sad after shiyun show me something.. so i told Xinyi jie wat happen... she call me relax... and its all about dionne.. she tok to me.. i was disappointed wit her... so i ask her what if she have a fren who is a hypocrite... should not cancel the conversation but later she continue toking to me... she say that ... hmm,. she will... [i forgot] i think she say she will keep quiet.. and wont tok to the person much.. then later she say... " who is the hypocrite? me arh? " then blah blah blah... wait i go paste the "afterwards convo" here.... ...... ..... .... ... .. . [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: why ??? ): im sorry... really sorry.. - GaaRa: says: you dun hab to say sorry too [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: why ????? please...... - GaaRa: says: and you dun hab to please me [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: why..... - GaaRa: says: thought i felt betrayed but its okay [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: what can i do ... i really want tuh be your friend.. cuz i tried so hard.. i just felt that.. you've changed.. other people say that too ... everyday.. im afraid tuh lose you.. i swear... cuz.. last time .. i like already lose you.. then somemore .. last time .. you say shiyun snatching me away from you .. then now .. - GaaRa: says: i love to be you fren too... more in a jie way... i've been enjoying my life for like so long not being betrayed by anyone... i love my life since then.. but not at home... even if i did change... it doesn;t mean you didnt change... its like... why do you say that to shi yun? [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: you and her together so happy.. - GaaRa: says: do you noe why? [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: and i felt jealous.. why ?... yanyingg.. i dont want tuh lose you... - GaaRa: says: me and her notice that you tok to amanda more then you tok to us! [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: please dont leave.... im sorry.. i wont talk tuh her so oftenalreadyy. - GaaRa: says: whenever you walk in front of me... me and shi yun saw you toking to amanda... i got super emo then shi yun ask me what happen between us... [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: im sorry. and that day.. - GaaRa: says: but i dunno what to say when nothing happen [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: you can just tell me .. you can tell me .. - GaaRa: says: people always tell me [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: i will stop talking .. - GaaRa: says: "you and dionne... what happen arh?" then i was like " huh? nothing happen?" [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: cherry .. cherry asked me that too ... - GaaRa: says: you dun hab to stop toking to her [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: i will talk tuh you more ... - GaaRa: says: as you wish [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: because ... - GaaRa: says: juz tok when ever you say that [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: everytime she ask me a lot of questions .. - GaaRa: says: that you will stop toking to someone its like im controlling you [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: i feel happier with you ....... no ... you are not ... is what i want tuh do ... i do not want tuh hurt you .. - GaaRa: says: no! [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: i always try not tuh hurt you .. - GaaRa: says: ya ya/... [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: like that day .. i call you . - GaaRa: says: i may not show how i feel [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: when you and djm sort of quarrel .. - GaaRa: says: becoz when ever i act i hab never fail to make myself show my true colour maybe there are times i do but nehmind [u]diOnne[/u]. x . says: when you changed .. im worrying everyday .. if i would lose you th next day .. so everyday i meet you, with a smile and a hello ... i dont want tuh make you angry early in th morning .. i dont wish tuh see you angry .. - GaaRa: says: huh? i've changed? more vulgar? rigt right*! i notice [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: and .. you're cold .. - GaaRa: says: so...? [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: towards me .. - GaaRa: says: cold? ya good that you notice that too [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: i always notice.. thats why i try tuh talk tuh you ask you many questions .. - GaaRa: says: there many things i wanted to tell you but when ever i go sit in front of you [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: ya... - GaaRa: says: you from very happy become very sad... like very scare that i scold you lidat its like when im wit you you feel insecure [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: no ... i was afraid tuh make you angry.. i dont feel insecure .. dont think that way .. - GaaRa: says: that wednesday last itmie [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: ya.. - GaaRa: says: time* [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: before holiday ..? - GaaRa: says: ya [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: ya... - GaaRa: says: its after H.E pratical [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: home econs ya.. i heard.. - GaaRa: says: you ask me a question then you walk away [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: i didnt mean tuh ignore you .. - GaaRa: says: dunno what happen you seems so angry no no i never say you ignore me i was saying that you always change your emotion very quickly [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: maybe it's just that im thinking of something else..? - GaaRa: says: then i ask shi yun what happen during HE that make you so sad so angry then she say "huh? nothing happen... she was still very happy back then.." [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: but that day .. i was walking faster .. didnt mean tuh leave you behind .. - GaaRa: says: oh [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: and i heard .. you did try tuh tell me something right ?... - GaaRa: says: and i dint mean that you walk fast is to go shi yun there but its [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: i should have listened tuh what you want tuh say ... - GaaRa: says: like its juZ weris weird! [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: hmm .. - GaaRa: says: you dint even tok to shiyun thats what i notice [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: i did ... - GaaRa: says: so dun mistaken [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: i was talking tuh her until we reached class ... - GaaRa: says: its like no [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: no .. i wont mistake you .. - GaaRa: says: you dint tok to her that what i notice i walk walking alone behind looking at your back but on monday [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: huh .... but i thought.. - GaaRa: says: when we doing our project [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: that you were with cherry.. ya.. - GaaRa: says: why are you angry with me? what i do? [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: cuz .. part of it .. - GaaRa: says: i wasn't wit cherry i was all alone all the time [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: huh.... - GaaRa: says: jus that you were too lazy to remember me i mean as in you maybe thinking of something [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: maybe i cock eye see cherry with you... but she wasnt baah .. - GaaRa: says: so you dint notice me [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: hais .. thinking too much .. - GaaRa: says: back to the questiong tuon* [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: hmm .. - GaaRa: says: tion* [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: because.. that day .. when i sending you tuh th lrt , with shiyun , you said that you shouldnt have came like syafiqah .. (which i tot that you were angry with me that time when you say that ) and then when i said byebye . i thought that you were angry.. like.. you didnt look at me and say bye .. - GaaRa: says: huh? [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: but i think you were looking at th platform board .. - GaaRa: says: me and shiyun was looking for you then shiyun told me you walk another side then i keep staring that place she say you go liao [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: or maybe that time i thought you were angry .. then i walk faster by th other side.. - GaaRa: says: angry for wad? [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: cuz of me .. cuz i think i looked kinda angry when i was doing th project.. - GaaRa: says: no [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: and i was noticing you.. hope you dont get angry .. & these few days .. i wanted tuh call you and chat with you .. - GaaRa: says: i looked at you the whole time me and shiyun looking juz at you only you [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: huh ........ - GaaRa: says: then we look at each other [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: or maybe got slapped my eye .. so i cant see .. *god. - GaaRa: says: then shiyun gimme the face ask me what happen to you [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: huh ... or maybe sometimes my face just gives a very angry look when im not angry ? weird .. - GaaRa: says: i really hate when people us me what happen between me and you i getting really tired [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: ya... and its nothing that happened .. - GaaRa: says: i always trying to protect you whenever people say yo you* [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: maybe its all cuz of me .. i know .. i can feel that .. i always feel that .. - GaaRa: says: and i noe jeff is always going against you [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: ya.. - GaaRa: says: i always try telling him to stop his nonsense but [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: ya ... i always look at you in class .. - GaaRa: says: i have never been feeling good [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: dont know why cant stop looking .. - GaaRa: says: people always say you treat dionne very good horh... then i jus smile why.. becoz you like never try to appreciate maybe you did but juz that i cant see and feel [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: hais .. maybe i try tuh change my attitude. and try tuh show more appreciation .. cuz i always appreciate what people do for me . especially you .. thats why i always say thank you a lot of times.. cant stop saying .. because now i feel that my attitude a bit weird .. mood swings ... from th past .... i really miss th happy times .. - GaaRa: says: people always think that me and you is like forever together that kind... so once when nothing even happen juz that we each got emo then people will start asing me the same old question... " what happen between you and dionne" "you and dionne okay anot?" "why dionne like this?" why dionne lidat?" im sick and tired of it [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: cherry asks that a lot ... she asks me too .. but in fact.. there's always nothing that happened. then they anyhow go and think that somethings happened - GaaRa: says: its seem that [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: until really happen .. ya .. - GaaRa: says: the only thing you can do is say thank you... and i only can hear that... and a word thank you is more than enough... but i can hardly hear that from you... okay i dun want to tok about it liao [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: hais... - GaaRa: says: i want to watch my anime wasting my time [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: okay ....... hope things are fine between us .. now ? - GaaRa: says: juz leave it as it is buhbye [u]diOnne[/u]. x( . says: okay .... bye ...
ya so this wad happen.... now thinking about it.. i still very angry... then monday went to school... go meet her... ya ya... then reach school... i chit chatting wit shiyun half way. she suddenly tell me "EYEY! dionne zai ku(crying)" then i look.. wow! cry again! hmm,. but i notice myself that its not a good time for me to talk to her... maybe she cry is becoz of "ME!!" so i dun deserve to be the one comforting her... she wad can amanda do then... :P then tuesday.... went science center... was playing wit shayunis so-called "balloon" then hit hit here hit hit there..."boink!" hit until infront of her... okay?! was very "dunno-wad-to-do" situation... then i see her face... i think she abit buay song.. her fringe covering her eyes so cant see... nehmind... buay song then buay song lorh... oh ya... before going to the kitchen... then we were sitted like right outside the water pool there.. i think.. then got one small girl... her parents never let her wear anything.. then she run all around wit her pussy showing... then everyone was like... "ey look!" omgomgomg! haha.. very funny... had fun.... then today left home earlier then all days... then wait for shayunis at the same place... then met Xinyi jie... then shayunis oso come liao.. then we three go down together... then Xinyi jie want people pei her go school so i tell shayunis that i go school first... help me tell dionne.. then she say okay! then reach school.. morning i forgot wad i do.. then go bench wait for Xinyi jie's fren... but never appear.. then went back class... shiyun tell me that dionne chat wit her the previous night... she say dionne keep saying sorry... all the way all sorry... and she hope that she can take back the message she sent shiyun... then i was like... oh... so after she hurt someone then want apologise.... then i kick her until she go hospital then i say sorry sorry sorry.. i hope i dint kicked you! isn't that the same... juz that one is external bleeding.. then another one is INTERNAL bleeding... i really dunno how trust liao leh... i really lost my trust to her... what should i do? i worried something may happen to her... but i cant show my love... cant my heart break liao... cant even be fixed... so wad should i do man? juz let her go? or wad? [lets not tok about this] hmm,. so assembly... very tired.. then maths and chinese.. finally recess.. went down and eat... then FTC and then HE and english.. played crossword... quite fun... then me and cherry play wit each other... i keep taking her phone to watch "achmed the dead terrorist" nice sia! i always laugh when i see it.. then my fren say i siao... then after school.. go do set up.. then can go home liao... then max's fren wants a lollipop then juz nice i got coz wanted to give someone then the someone say dun want.. so i give the guy lorh... then go cwp buy dogfood.. come home use comp... shiok! so updated! endhere.. buhbye!
