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Thursday, April 16, 2009

A broken promise....

i kinda felt guilty now....but will never again....today...i think i juz broke dionne's heart....and its the second time i think...yeah...when she was crying....the evil side of me came out!!!! im totally not thinking man....yo!!....sorry....i noe i broke your heart.....but you've been breaking mine every single day....though you may not see it as my happiness being beside you cover all that pain....hammering a needle into you heart....its pain right...?and it cant be cure....for you, you may think that is a very long needle....but for me....its juz one small one....why? you may ask? coz you've been hammering needles into my heart everyday....and that hole gets deeper and deeper...having my heart to cry in silence is the cause of you breaking the promises you have made with me.....why are you crying everyday? im sure i did ask you to share your thoughts...your sad memories...your happiness...with me....and i will share mine too....making and seeing you smile and laugh is the only medicine to heal that hole....but days come and past....you've been crying since i got nearer to you....i have tried my best to understand you well...but its harder for me to communicate with you like a close fren....i dun find myself having a correct position to stay by you....to help you whenever you need me....to help you overcome your problems with your frens or family....well....!! i am a good listener....i wont leave you alone again...unless you leave me....i will always be by your side to support you....where ever you go...bring along the happiness i had with you.....dun forget me....call me if you are in trouble....find me if you are alone....dun leave me alone....
i could still remember what i have said to you this morning.....though i cant feel the need for me to say sorry.... but i have to...i noe whatever i had said have broke your feelings....making you cry....looking down of you....i noe all the insulting words can lead us to the very end of the world....and we both will part....so as for now....i think the whole thing was my fault...you can blame me...hate me....push me away...but i am here indirectly saying a sincere apology to you....im sorry!!! we will then be together until i have you forgiving me.....i will then follow you...help you...be with you....and we then shall never quarrel again...but before you forgive me....think again...do you really want to forgive me...? and for me....do you think you can try to stop crying everyday? and then you will then be my best mei and i will be your jie again...and continue all happy stuff we have not done together....the last time...i sincerely apologise to what i had done....hope to see your smile every now and then....
-yanying....

i won't let anything happen to you.
5:16 AM

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