waste time ..

going to school today is a waste of time . REGRETTED GOING !
waste my transport .
today's weather in school was quite cooling but life without money is the worst thing ever .
why am i always short of money ?
furthermore, i dint really get good results for my exams so i cant get alot money from my parents .
but luckily, next year my pocket money will increase to $120/month
YAY ! not like how i am suffering with $100/month now !
ITS KILLING !
and from now on, im not going to change my mind anymore. i always feel like pitying SOBF and want to patch. but everytime the next day she will make me pissed !
like WTF SHE THINKING !?
like today she sit at a place we usually sit . would she have common sense that we DONT WANT TO SIT WITH HER ? make us dont have place to sit .
there's no way am i going to forgive her, no way am i going to patch with her, no way am i not angry with her.
i hate her to the EFFING core now !
i can no longer stand the attitude of hers.
even if my friends wanna patch. I WILL NOT !
why ??
she said that when she's walking with me, she feel embarrassed. then what for patch ?
she said she dont like me cuz im too hyper. then i like her meh ? emo-ish SOBF
so... NEVER AM I GOING TO PATCH ! NONONONONONONO!